My fiancée is working nights this week which means I've got an awful lot of time to sit and think in quiet, which to be honest is quite nice sometimes. Tonight, however, I feel like I'm going a little bit mad. I have so much going on in my little head that I'm not sure what to actually think about and what that voice in my head is telling me... I don't have any
- I have not been sleeping
- I have a 4 year old and he is a great kid.... but a tired mumma with the energy it takes running around after him isn't a great combo and you have to keep going and pretend your not tired because his cute little face doesn't understand you just need to sleep.
- I am stressing about the house. Will it go through okay, what will the evaluation say, how long etc etc.
- The moving process. My fiancée thinks I'm mad as I want to start packing now. I'm making her bring boxes home with her tonight. Squaring things away in boxes though will help put some of stress in those boxes and square that away also. I know that sounds weird.
- Work - I LOVE my job but it's going through lots of changes at the moment, as everywhere is, and it means higher caseloads and making sure everything is up to date. That's no biggy really but just something extra.
- And a wise person said don't moan (well okay so that one went out the window) or speak about other people in your blog in a negative way. So we won't go there, we will just call that a +1 stress / upset / the added extra.
- Wedding.... I NEED to get my invites out but I'm just haven't got any motivation at the moment. Thats a MUST for this week.
- And to top it all off we had a conversation today with the people that deal with school admissions and it's unlikely that our little boy will get into any of the schools we have chosen for him. This is because even though we will be in the catchment area for him when we complete the move we aren't now and since they are the most popular school in the area we basically don't have a chance. On top of that, it's not likely he will get into the catchment school as it wasn't a choice (because of the move) and because that is quite a popular school there won't be space. So the chances are he will be put nowhere near us and in a rubbish school. YAY! An added stress.
O and all the above could be narrowed down to the fact I just need SLEEP =P.
So guess where I'm off now, goodnight and sweet dreams my lovelies.



Aw, wise ;) I feel like Buddha hahaha. Hope you got some sleep!
ReplyDeleteHaha no no Alex is my little Buddha... more like an owl lol
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